I don't know what to do, I am more than broken.?

Awwwe :( im soo sorry. Maybe you should email her and ask her to give you another chance because you love her(only say that last part if you do love her). And if she still says that she cant or whatever then just tell her that no matter what happens you will always have feelings for her. But if she doesnt go running back to you in about 2 months or so then move on. But try being friends with her if its not too hard. Good luck. Everything will work out, just remember when one door closes another door opens.